
Can I say it's been a one crappy day? I've spent most of my day either on the verge of tears or in tears. I think it's hormones combined with some financial worries and horrible dental pain. I'm positive I have cavities and my jaw throbs like a son-of-a-gun! UL Dental school can't see me until sometime January so I called my dentist Kenny (who, by the way, years ago my daughters thought was cute). I hadn't been to see him since May 08! When I asked the receptionist if they could do a payment plan for me she told me that he didn't do that anymore. So I asked her "Is there any way that you could take my name and number and just check for me? Tell him it's Theresia from Delta." She called me back in less than a half hour and told me it wasn't a problem. Thank God!
The other issues? Our office was just informed today that our hours were being cut back starting next week. Now I know it's only 4 hours a week, but that's 17+ hours a month and for someone like me who lives from paycheck to paycheck, it means something is not going to get paid. Take the loss in pay and combine it with imminent dental bills and the possibility of needing a bloody brake job - it's a bit more than just a minor setback. It's a major downer!! Plus Christmas is coming. Ugh(*@&#^.
Now I will say that I probably will wake up in the morning and feel that things are pretty groovy again. It's just the way I am. I'll be back to my usual cheerful self - all the negativity rolled off in my sleep and then I'll wonder "What the hell was wrong with me yesterday?" I have to admit that I'm lucky that way... and, on top of it, I'm appreciative about what I do have. I have a great family for one. I not only have a full-time job that I love, but a 2nd, part-time job that's cake. I have a roof over my family's head, food in the pantry and heat! And, for now, I still have the internet. Wow! That's a lot of good stuff! I actually feel better just writing about it!